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The past 12 months was like a disaster year to me because I refused to listen my heart and relied on rediculous foretells. It was the rejections that woke me up. I finally realized I was just tried not to think about myself by doing other meaningless things such as eating, reading novels, doing yoga, playing windows games.... And I didn't notice that while I was wasting my time, people moved on. It is until now that I suddenly discover my time frame was still, ugly, and eroded. So I spent some time feeling depressed, feeling the weight I gained, and I totally know I deserved it. I was not responsible to myself, to my body. However, after feeling bad for a while, I should not feel sorrow for myself now. Time to pick up the origin Anne, the tough Anne. |