nothing's gonna change my world

久違了英文作文，這是我這學期第一篇。

My Writing Experiences
I’m not a writing person. That’s the first thing I have to confess in this article. 
 

To me, writing is a painful work. Every time I tried to start writing, I always found that there’s chaos in my brain, lots of thoughts came to my mind immediately, but I had no idea picking up right words to express them. After hardly picking up a very indifferent starting sentence, the chaos was gone, and so were my thoughts. Therefore, my writing works were always very normal and not so impressive. That’s why I hate writing, writing classes, and any subject that required handing papers. I didn’t know how to write a good article, an article that people wanted to read. I didn’t get any achievement here. So I didn’t think I am a writing person. I became vary passive in writing. And the scores of my Chinese writing in my college entrance exam honestly reflected my inattentive attitude. I got only 8, out of 30.  

And things became worse when it comes to English. Because the vocabularies were fewer then my native language, the picking-up-right-words process took me much more time than in Chinese. But I do love English; this is one of my favorite subjects. So I did some effort to improve my poor writing skill by memorizing some established sentences given by the cram school. It did work at first, but later I discovered that this method can only kill more and more thoughts of my own. Since then, I gave up memorizing the sentences, and stop making any other effort to improve my writing skills. I convinced myself that writing is not as important as reading or speaking. 

But things did change in my college life. I didn’t hate writing as much as before. I found that writing is a powerful tool of express oneself. And by writing, one can trained his ability of thinking because he had to think over and over before writing down. Although I still think writing is really a painful work, writing now has become a challenge that I want to overcome. That’s why I took this writing course.